Trying The Best To Live

'You don't have to be great to start, you have to start to be great'. I have recently watched Running Man, there is this episode where they have to cross the Han River with a boat made with various materials - soft drinks cans, plastic water bottles, balloons, plastic bags, basin, balls and lastly blanket. They had a games where the winner gets to choose the best material. So the best was plastic bottles and the worst was blanket. Guess which team won? The blanket team. And who surprisingly came last? The plastic bottle team. So for me, I think sometimes in life you are given a blank page to color and to draw your life but the page has two sides, front and back. The front is how are you born with? With a platinum spoon or gold spoon or sliver spoon or metal spoon or wooden spoon or plastic spoon? How is your family and everything. The back page is totally yours to draw but it can also mean constructive or disruptive, encouraging or discouraging and many more. I am trying so hard to live and struggling so much already. It can only mean two things - I haven't tasted hardship or I am a total tortoise. To me I feel that I have tried so much and suffered so much, but to other I haven't done anything and had suffered nothing. Just give me wing to fly and roots to come back. But I feel now my wing are tied and living in the golden cage. I can't wait to break free. Seriously, jump as high as the sky, swim the deepest sea and living the life with love and happiness.